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.. Paul Daiute,
I recall fly'n cover above the barges as they moved up the SOD river towards their new location.
Which brings to mind another time when we covered a boat convoy outa Ca Mau moving upriver carrying supplies and troops to a fire base in the U-Minh forest. I was in the right door rear bird. It was about mid-afternoon, sunny and very hot at our lower altitude. I was staring below at the boat carrying troops when a mine exploded under it lifting it and sending men into the air and water. Fire and smoke below and the adrenaline was pumping in me.. much chaos as the boat drifted and slowly moved towards the beach. We went in low, putting down cover fire when I caught movement , a person running from tree cover was exposed and I ended his day.. ceased gunfire as pilot climbed. I was shaking as I looked down to see bodies floating, boat burning and other convoy boats moving about. I felt real shame.. should have seen mine, my job , protect boats and troops. When we landed to rearm-refuel.. other gunners told me "good kill".. I smile feeling dead inside..to many injured and killed.. so helpless I feel.. maybe same-same you with old women.. I still have dreams about that day.. I have dreams of many such days.. Hope you can find your peace Paul.. kid"
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